problems

I guess the biggest problem i face is that i never face my problems. I can obsess about whatever issue at hand endlessly, yet when time comes to look squarely at it, I prefer to deal with smaller, trivial problems first, such as the tidiness of my room (can always get tidier) or the welfare of my pet rat (can always be happier). Take for example, the past hour. Current problem: blog entry about problems. Solution: Write two sentences, go do laundry, talk to friend for half an hour, put on music, feed said pet rat, talk to best friend in Davis on telephone. My current favorite problem is that I want to have a creative outlet, but I lack the courage to find out if I'm actually any good at any type of media, because I'm afraid of the probable probability that I'll just come up with total crap. This will make doing this assignment rather interesting, because the creative assignment will literally be my problem.