My Very Own Problem

I have a little problem. it is my own special problem that i have all to myself. Everyone has problems, but this one is no ordinary problem, because its mine. Sometimes just thinking about it is enough to throw me back to that deep, dark place; a place that i dont want to be. its hard, living day to day life with a problem like this, but somehow i manage to pull myself togeather just enough each day to make it to the next. im not sure what can be done about it, but from what ive been told its not something that is fixable. perhaps someday there will be a parade to support people with my problem, but for now i will have to bare it alone. my problem: i can never finish anything (especially creative things) that i start.

- Nick Golden